OVER EATING IN RESENTMENT AND AS AN ACT OF REBELLION: The judgment and criticism coming from her father, combined with her effort to please him, has resulted in feelings of anger, rage, resentment, and bitterness. The act of eating has become a psychological weapon against the control of her father's opinions. The strain that develops between the desire to please others by losing weight and restricting food, and the desire and survival mechanisms that seek to eat food in safety, ultimately ends in eating as a form of self defense and an act of rebellion. This is like breaking your own toys so that others can't play with them, even though you can't play with them either...as if hurting yourself will hurt others. You hurt yourself to feel free from commitments you don't think you have a choice over. The truth is you have a choice and no one is holding yourself to these ideas and commitments but you. The goal is that you're willing to let go of the approval you think you'll get by complying to other's (and your own) expectations for yourself. RECORDED OCTOBER 2017 #thinsupremacy #weightlossapocalypse #bodyimage #shame #pride #anger #resentment #ed #eatingdisorder #emotionaleating #recovery #bingeeating #bed
OVER EATING IN RESENTMENT AND AS AN ACT OF REBELLION: The judgment and criticism coming from her father, combined with her effort to please him, has resulted in feelings of anger, rage, resentment, and bitterness. The act of eating has become a psychological weapon against the control of her father's opinions. The strain that develops between the desire to please others by losing weight and restricting food, and the desire and survival mechanisms that seek to eat food in safety, ultimately ends in eating as a form of self defense and an act of rebellion. This is like breaking your own toys so that others can't play with them, even though you can't play with them either...as if hurting yourself will hurt others. You hurt yourself to feel free from commitments you don't think you have a choice over. The truth is you have a choice and no one is holding yourself to these ideas and commitments but you. The goal is that you're willing to let go of the approval you think you'll get by complying to other's (and your own) expectations for yourself. RECORDED OCTOBER 2017 #thinsupremacy #weightlossapocalypse #bodyimage #shame #pride #anger #resentment #ed #eatingdisorder #emotionaleating #recovery #bingeeating #bed
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